Dreams

Everybody has an untold story; They just need to find someone who will listen.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

admiration.

If.
someone.
changes.
for.
you.

keep them.

cherish them.

love them.

remember them.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

The season: FALL.

If theres going to be school.
Than there better be fall.

I hate sitting in a classroom when there's 90 degree weather outside.
When I would much rather be at seven peaks.

It needs to be fall because
I am longing to wear
my sweatshirts.
my scarves.
my jeans.
and my boots.

I lovve the fall because of the
Beautiful colors.
the crisp air.
football games.
getting cold when the sun goes down.
the leaves.
the freshness it brings.

In the fall, I tend to always make the best memories.

FALL

please come soon..

Monday, August 22, 2011

Fantasies.

He's so funny in his bright red shirt.
His smile was ear to ear
when he laughed at our inside jokes.
The look on his face told it all.
It was nice not to be so alone.
But when he gave it up so easily.
We started saying things
that were never meant to hurt so bad.
So I go, and I will not be back again.
This memory is fading into the dust.
Now you, you may remember me,
but im trying my hardest to not remember you.
We were in love,
and then we got hurt.



I guess it was just the fantasies made in the Summer heat.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

the verb: FALL.

Because of you,
I was up so high, lookin down from the sky.
They say what goes up, must come down.
well I hope you catch me,
because i've already fallen,
and there Isnt a parachute they can make for this.

I  put my heart, my soul, and my faith in this.

And it's easy to see that we were

made for this.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

My last few days spent with my new friend.

Summer is coming to an end.. and I am longing for it to stay.
I decided to make my last few days EPIC.
I found a new friend. He is such a gentle men.
My other friend, Erika, and I hangout with this young fellow. everyday.
We do some pointless, ridiculous, retarded things.
but we are making the best memories.
ever.

which includes......


                                        Walking to Gas Stations.

        
                                    Buy twinner gatoraids.

                                            Lay on the grass.

                                         take silly pictures.

                                           Wear Vans.


Friendships are a great thing.
I am Very grateful for Brock and Erika.
They are the kindest, funniest people.
I will cherish my memories with them.

Friday, August 12, 2011

How Lovely.

My mommah left to park city.
and left me with:
No bread.
No tortillas.
No snacks.
1/4 a gallon of milk.
and my little sister.

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO......

oh wait.
there's someone called my dad.
ha.
:)
thank goodness for him.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

All good things come to an end.

It's always when things are coming to an end, when you realize where did the time go.
Summer has less than two weeks.
I haven't even prepared for school, fashion wise, sleepwise, and supply wise.
I feel myself getting more tired, because the thought of having to wake up at 6 am.
everyday. no choice. you just have to.
it just makes me tired thinking about it.
I didn't realize how much I loved being able to
sleep in,
be lazy,
watch glee alllll day,
go to peaks,
get sunburns,
stay up until 1 and know it's just fine.
untill I know in less than two weeks,
I won't be able to do those things anymore.

Instead it will go back to
Piano lessons,
studying for tests,
late night procrastinations,
homework,
waking up early,
going to bed at a decent time,
trying hard not to fall asleep in class,
unfair teachers,
classroom rules.

oh summer, could you please stay forever?
I would love that.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Just my luck right?

I woke up
got ready for cheer.
was walking out the door.
then I got a text from my coach:
girls, practice is canceled.

great. so I woke up early for nothing?
summers almost over! there's no time for messing around!

LIVE IT UP. MAKE IT EPIC. 13 days. left..

Sunday, August 7, 2011

2 sports. 1 Team.

Yesterday was an amazing day.
My cheer team helped the Freshman football team with a run. 4.6 miles.
And it warms my heart that they all fell in love with our cheer team.
And the football players Facebook status's were all hilarious later that day.
talking about the cheerleaders, and how great they were.
I couldn't believe it.
With this being my first year doing cheer I was so happy with this.
In the past I've heard that the football team didn't like the cheer team.
and they didn't get along.
but why? they were rooting for the same thing.
A win.

This was the first time the football team had ever invited the cheerleaders to do something with them
I think both the cheerleaders, and the football players never took the time before, to get to know one another.

And it is now that I realize,
they don't like us just because we have a uniform on.
that isn't the case.
because years in the past they didn't like the cheer team, just because they were cheerleaders.
They liked us because we bonded with them,
Helped them out, handed them water and cheered them on
when they were running painfully.
We all got to know eachother on the same field yesterday morning.
we played around, talked and laughed.
Thank you's were exchanged.
Now both our teams know eachother for a person.
not a name.
or a reputation.
We know eachother for who we are.
I'm so excited for this years season.
I'm so excited to share the field with them,
not just because we have to,
but because we want to.

It's going to be a great season. (:

Friday, August 5, 2011

We are all still children at heart

age? 14 in my head. 6 in my heart.

Yesterday, I walked and played around the town, with no care in the world.

I went from having cheer, to sitting at a park in the rain, than had sword fights like a little girl.
walked a couple of miles to my dear friends house. Because im little, and can't drive yet.
We went to an Owls Baseball game. Played some night games, and talked with some dear friends of mine.

I got a scrape on my knee, and it brought back memories of being a little girl. Playing at parks, having sword fights, and playing night games all brought back childhood memories for me.

Even though I'm 14, I can still play games

as if I'm a little girl.

As if I have no care in the world. (:

Thursday, August 4, 2011

New enjoyments?

I have a new enjoyment.

and it is listening to rap.

some rap is slimy. but some rap is really pretty awesome!

yes, my mother isn't real happy about this one.

Every night, when I am laying in my bed,

Attempting sleep,

I listen to this good music.

I love it.

The beat.

The way the words rhyme.

And flow together.

My goal is to be able to rap

a song

by the end of the summer.

:)

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

LoveStory.

As you run along the grassline,
playing night games
with all the little boys and girls,
you cut your hand on a mailbox,
and who cleans up your lovely gash?
Me.
I sat there under the streetlight
looking down at your hand,
telling you that you are retarded.
over and over.
and you say to me,
this is kind of cute.


I guess we aren't strangers anymore.

As we sit on the sidewalk
with Darkness all around us
You look up at the sky
And you say to me,
look at the stars..
They are Beautiful.
Kind of like you.
And right then I thought to myself.
Yes, he's a keeper.