Everybody has an untold story; They just need to find someone who will listen.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

What Love Really Means.

              He cries in the corner where nobody sees

          He’s the kid with the story no one would believe

       He prays every night “Dear God won’t you please...

     Could you send someone here who will love me?”

                  Who will love me for me?

          Not for what I have done or what I will become

                         Who will love me for me?

            ‘Cause nobody has shown me what love

        What love really means, what love really means

            Her office is shrinking a little each day

       She’s the woman whose husband has run away

           She’ll go to the gym after working today

    Maybe if she was thinner then he would’ve stayed

                                And she says…

         Who will love me for me?

    Not for what I have done or what I will become

                Who will love me for me?

        ‘Cause nobody has shown me what love

    What love really means what love really means

                He’s waiting to die as he sits all alone
      He’s a man in a cell who regrets what he’s done

         He utters a cry from the depths of his soul

         “Oh Lord, forgive me. I wanna go home”

        Then he heard a voice somewhere deep inside
             And it said “I know you’ve murdered

                          And I know you’ve lied
       And I've watched you suffer all of your life

         And now that you'll listen I'll tell you that I...”

                        I will love you for you
    Not for what you have done or what you will become
                        I will love you for you
    I will give you the love, the love that you never knew

                           Love you for you

      Not for what you have done or what you will become

                         I will love you for you

        I will give you the love, the love that you never knew

Song by: jj Heller, what love really means

Friday, July 29, 2011

Stalker 101: My new celeberty obsession.

Ryan Beatty is my new celeberty obsession. JUSTIN BIEBER you have been replaced! Just kidding, but ryan beatty is an amazing singer. I hope he gets far in the music world, because he deserves it. :)

He is beautiful.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Black & White

Please excuse me for my absence. I have been very busy working on a project for the past week or so.
I just barley re-modled my bedroom. It used to be blue and orange, and now it is Black and white! Black is such a classy color, so i painted one wall black and the rest white. My room looks good, and i am proud of my work! i will have pictures up soon!


Monday, July 18, 2011

Stand out. Life's easier that way.

The other day i was having a hard time with my best friend. I didn't know what to do.. or who to turn to. Then another girl texted me and asked if  i was doing alright. You cannot lie to the world, and act like your alright. Because eventually you will crash and burn. So i told her i was not doing the best i could be. and she asked why? i told her what was happening with my friends, and she sent back something that really struck me hard. She said, "If you are worrying about what she thinks of you, and not about your self, and how your doing, then that's only going to bring you down"

Because of her, and what she told me that night, it had me BELIEVE that if you are worried what others think of you, your image, the way you talk, the way you laugh at something, then you aren't going to get anywhere. In order to feel good about yourself, you have to do the things that make you happy, not what pleases others. Everyone tries so hard to "fit in" or "blend in" well I believe the best way to do that is to stand out. People will love you for you. If you try to be someone your not, what are you going to do when you 25 and your not what you wanted to become, just because you were doing the things that others wanted and not what you wanted.

My advice for you would be: stand out. and SHINE. and I promise you will be happy with the people who accept you for YOU.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Light House. The hush sound.


Take what you need while there's time
The city will be earth in a short while
If I'm not mistaken it's been in flames
You and I will escape to the seaside

There is a storm in the distance
The wind breathing warning of its imminence
There is a lighthouse five hundred yards down
You and I will be safe there

There is a girl who haunts that lighthouse
She saved me, I was swimming
So young I almost drowned
Under the water she sang a story
Of losing her lover
She calls a warning

Love, you are foolish, you're tired
Your sleeplessness makes you a liar
The city is burning
The ocean is turning
Our only chance is the lighthouse

Her lover was a sailor
She went and she waited there
The door locked from the outside
Lover never arrived so she sings there
Soft as a siren luring the ships off their course, how alarming

We went in, we climbed up and looked out
The door locked from the outside
Three ghosts in a lighthouse

Sunday, July 10, 2011

You Are The Other Part Of Me:

My friends make me who I am today. From our Numberless laughs, and Inside jokes to our countless sleepovers and nameless memories, I love them from their head to their toes. You all have inspiring traits and I admire you for them. Thank you Hannah Russell, Kylie Persson, and Erika Logan for being amazing people in my life.

One comes. One Goes.

Two Years Isn't that long.

      Or so I thought.

Two years ago my older brother left on his mission to the Roseville, California area. It was hard to watch him go, and now with him back I understand that missions change you. They change you for the better. The return missionaries are the same, but different. I am proud of my brother, and I know he will do great things in this life.

Ten days from now my other brother will be leaving to serve the Panama city, Panama Spanish speaking mission. Part of me is so excited for him, but the other part of me is so sad. I will miss him dearly, because he is a good brother and friend. He is one that is always close to my heart. I know he will be a great missionary and I think I'm secretly counting the days till he comes home.